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gridloreI just called Lord and Sons and resigned. The pain in my back was just getting too bad, and wasn't getting any better. Last night I was awake for several hours with spasms so bad I was nearly screaming.
This sucks. Really, really sucks. I could handle the paperwork, rocked on the driving, and all that, but lifting those damn gates on and off the truck was killing me. When you can't make it through the day without gobbling pain medications, and you can't bend over to pick up your shoes, there is a problem. I was seriously worried about causing myself permanent damage. I don't want to end up needing major medical intervention in a few years because I was too stupid to realize what I was doing to myself now.
fuck.
So, back to the job hunt. And I need to cal EDD to explain what happened, and see how I handle my claim.
This sucks. Really, really sucks. I could handle the paperwork, rocked on the driving, and all that, but lifting those damn gates on and off the truck was killing me. When you can't make it through the day without gobbling pain medications, and you can't bend over to pick up your shoes, there is a problem. I was seriously worried about causing myself permanent damage. I don't want to end up needing major medical intervention in a few years because I was too stupid to realize what I was doing to myself now.
fuck.
So, back to the job hunt. And I need to cal EDD to explain what happened, and see how I handle my claim.
