Really bad morning.
Jan. 19th, 2011 09:59 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
gridloreI'm supposed to use my Combvient no more than four times a day. Today, I was at two before 0800. Miserable night, I woke up Kirsten twice with my coughing, and when I finally got up, showered and started getting dressed my spoons just ran out cold.
I'm just stunned by how far and fast I've fallen. I'm back to seeing my body as the Thing. The Thing that I'm trapped in, the Thing that is trying to torture and kill me. I haven't felt that way since cancer. It isn't pleasant.
But in good news, I contacted my state assemblyman about the EDD fiasco. Within ten minutes of writing them, they had replied, and are working on getting this straightened out.
I'm just stunned by how far and fast I've fallen. I'm back to seeing my body as the Thing. The Thing that I'm trapped in, the Thing that is trying to torture and kill me. I haven't felt that way since cancer. It isn't pleasant.
But in good news, I contacted my state assemblyman about the EDD fiasco. Within ten minutes of writing them, they had replied, and are working on getting this straightened out.
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Date: 19 Jan 2011 18:43 (UTC)Another datapoint here for my dyslexia theory: It's CombIVent. You've always mispronounced it; this is the first time I've seen you write it down wrong, though.
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Date: 20 Jan 2011 00:18 (UTC)no subject
Date: 20 Jan 2011 00:23 (UTC)