Being the guy with cancer is easier.

"I met her on a strip
It was another lost weekend. . ."

That's us. Kirsten and I were both sick and derailed this weekend. Losing Les Miz was a blow for us both. My self-care plummeted because my brain was just spinning. I'm drinking too much and not eating enough.

Now I'm the one looking through problems. I need to do the dishes. I need a good night's sleep. I need to get back on a regular eating schedule. I NEED TO WRITE!

It's just so hard right now. I'm so tired. I'm so scared.