Bleh

Why can't I wake up today? I need to be awake. I have to take a few buses to visit a new doctor (boy, is he in for a shock) and have to be awake enough to explain all my problems to him.

I also promised Kirsten that I'd do at least preliminary research into used car sales by the local rental agencies. Our car is just not going to make it much longer. Hopefully, we can get a loan through our bank. We've only been there a decade and Kirsten has been at her job for seven years.

Maybe it has something to do with the nice big dinner we had at Sizzler last night.

This is a bad sign.

Got a call from my new doctor's office.

It boiled down to "would you mind being seen by the Physician's Assistant today?" This came after I carefully explained that I am a cancer survivor with epilepsy and a few other serious problems. I'd really prefer to speak with, and get to know the man who will be making me medical decisions for the foreseeable future.

When I show up for visits down the road, where the big issue is "are you still breathing?" then I'll accept a quick look over by the PA. But not now.

I'm trying to be optimistic about this new guy, but things like this make it difficult.