Oh, son of a bitch.
I can't get the moderation job without DSL
fimbrethil offers to help pay for the DSL
kshandra orders the DSL last night
Today, I get a note that all the positions have been filled.
I read that message and came as close as I have in years to actually snapping. Seriously, I could feel my self-control just slipping away, and the happy lands of insanity just calling to me. I probably stared at that email for a good five minutes, just unable to move for fear that I would put my fist through the damn screen.
Frustrated is not an adequate word to describe how I feel right now. To be honest; I'm not feeling much of anything.
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Today, I get a note that all the positions have been filled.
I read that message and came as close as I have in years to actually snapping. Seriously, I could feel my self-control just slipping away, and the happy lands of insanity just calling to me. I probably stared at that email for a good five minutes, just unable to move for fear that I would put my fist through the damn screen.
Frustrated is not an adequate word to describe how I feel right now. To be honest; I'm not feeling much of anything.
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I tried, baby...
And whoever said there may be someone who drops out is right. It tends to be a high turnover job. I'll keep my ears open.
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*crossing fingers*