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  <title>I had to block an asshole.</title>
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  <description>Yeah, you know the other day when I posted about the cool mod I found for Civ VI that changed the name of the Ottoman capital from Istanbul to the more correct Ḳosṭanṭīnīye? With a title promising death to anyone who mentioned THAT song? Well, guess what?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;One idiot not only mentioned that fucking song, but HE also POSTED A VIDEO OF THE ORIGINAL VERSION. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wanna know what&apos;s fucked up about PTSD? The weirdest things become triggers. This has been a trigger for me since we were planning the trip back in 2015 and every single post I made in the find raiser telling about the sights we hoped to see, etc., had at least one numbskull mentions that song.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This is why it sets me off. That city on the Bosphorus has been there for 2,600 years. It&apos;s been part of four empires, and the capital of two of them. There are wonders there from across history. I fell in love with the city as a teenager when I started seriously reading history looking for something different for my AD&amp;D games.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So when I wrote about the Aqueduct of Valens, constructed in 368 CE and still in use in 1911 when a more modern water system was installed, seeing six replies quoting that song tells me that something I love and am trying to share with people means nothing more than a minor pop hit.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It fucking triggers my PTSD. Got it?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now, this asshole had a long history of posting off-topic replies to my posts, often veering off into deep left field. Since I had made a clear warning, I deleted his post and blocked him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He then came back on his LiveJournal account to whine about how unfair I was being. Fuck him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Seriously, if I&apos;m talking about the Queen of Cities under any of its names, never even reference that song.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=gridlore&amp;ditemid=2009062&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <category>death!</category>
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